Munirah Meerasa

Hey so. When i was 16 i moved to a boarding school. So like any other school we have prayer every day during dusk. Maghrib prayer. One day, when walking back from dinner as passing through the surau i hear a voice reciting surah aq quran. I was thinking that I've never heard that voice ever before. So i stopped and ask my roomate who also my classmates and seat mate, "Who is that? " she smile knowingly and just keep walking. Then the next day also the same thing, this time i heard his during adzan. And i was like "That voice goes straight to my heart." Again my roommate smiles at me. Without knowing who the owner of that voice i ask my boy classmates, yeah he would know. "Hey you wouldn't happen to know who doing adzan last maghrib do you?" "Owh. That must be Syaiful Akmal." And my life crushes in front of me. Why?  Heh let me tell you, Syaiful Akmal is that one guy that manage to make me hate him. And i don't hate on people ea...

Why? When a guy persue you. Youre left with thousand if not million question. You're left torn either to accept it or not. what if he loses his interest once you were together. What if you end up hate him. What if he end up dislike you for your bad habit. What if he find some one better. What if at the end he left you when you already falling for him. What if after accepting him things turn. What if i make bad choices. What if i realized then that i dont want it. What if i then found someone better. What it he was not for me. The future posibility of heart break just slowly crushing my soul. What i afraid the most is not "to love someone. Is to letting someone love me." In fact i dont think i know what love is. What if i all just in your head. Writting this i realized that i need help.

Days without you is like tea without sugar.  Cia cia cait.  Hahaha. (And i like my tea to be sweet) I tell myself look it not like this is a new thing. You have been prepare ur self for this since she hand out that 1st letter.  When you heard from her stories about how hard it is for her to stay.  And why she stay.  You been ready to let her go. And now she has gone for over a month.  But still nothing exciting to came in to find my best friend exited for seeing my face even though it hasn't been 24 hour you haven't seen each other.  Or someone to listen to my grumpy rumble. Someone to sit next to me and talk in a slow voice with just the two of us could hear it.  Someone who would chase you to went out for lunch on time. Who would have sad face when you have to work outside.  Whom would text if she not coming to work.  Whom i would text to is im not coming for work.  Aih.  I could end up in river of tear if i go on. Btw....

Warning !! This article may contain some disturbing language and curses. I warned you. Don’t read it if you are sensitive to that. This is my rant on the reckless type of guys nowadays. Don’t judge someone by page she uploaded. So many people came at me and ask like why on earth I never had couple before? Well I never really thought about the reason. Maybe all this time I just am waiting for the right person. But now as I grow adult I start to lost hope about that long dream. Why? I became scared for that. I surrounded by friends who change boys like changing the TV stations. After one goes by the new one come around. Not to mention the one who being treated like shit after being in the relationship after certain time. I just don’t understand why people now take couple so reckless. It like they don’t even need love or mutual attraction when they start dating. What it takes to get two people of different gender start to date? And the one thing I can never get is the ...

Assalamualaikum. Kali nie hari aq tergerak nak cerita pasal someone yang menambat hati (chewah) aq semasa di semester akhir aq dekat kolej. Well nama dia? Aq bg initial sja lah. Malulah aq kalau dia terjumpa artikel nie takpun kawan2 aq yg kenal dengan dia terbaca so, to play it safe i'll just gonna name him SHR. Nama dia quite unik but also quite reqular. Hmm mna nak start. Okeyh. Aq strt with a situation yg aq sebenarnya sukakan kawan baik dia dlu. Masa sem 3 tahun 2012 aq n kawan segeng, decide nak amik kelas Biography Of Profhet Muhammad. Or what we call it BOPM. Nak di jadikan cerita aq nie terpaksa ikut pilihan kawan aq. So bila masuk kelas tue agak kecewa sebab lec yg kami reg under x mengajar sebab cuti bersalin. Dpt ganti pulak lec yg membosankan. Aq nie memang di ketahui umum dah x suka amik tau benda yg ad sekeliling. So sapa class mate yg aq tak kenal aq ignore ja. Especially guy. But selama aq dalam kelas tuu aq perasan kan satu geng yg duduk selari dengan geng a...