Munirah Meerasa

So hari nie dlam pkui 4 lebih mcm tuh tgh dk kalut bt kerja.  Rushing nk bg siap. Dpt lak call.  Dk bajet nie x call panggil interview nie mesti hq it yg call.  Tup call salam x bg apa pn dak.  Dia trus tnya. - cik munirah ke ni? Ya saya. - keja x hari nie. ...... -keja ka tak? Keja! - oke rehat ke sekarang?  (Oke aq dh pelik) X ada kat office skrang nie. - oke pegi ke mesin timbang sekarang.  (Wtf?) Ha? - pegi mesin timbang sekarang. Sekarang? - ye.  Ye sekarang. O.. Oke. Jap. Terkedek lah aq tinggai meja berkaparan lari g fresh jap.  Smbil jlan tuh dgr laa suara dia dk ckap 30 apa tah.  X sure dia ckap ngan aq kaa apa.  Aq lak mcm nak maki jaa tp aq blur.  Kenapa plak nie? Oke dh smpai.  - ha.  Dh ada ka mesin timbang? Ha dk dpan nie.  ( nada dah tkr sarcastic,  aq pantang cepat jaa nk fight blek.) -oke tekan 3_ _ . . . Ha?  😦 - nmpak x kt mesin tuh 30_ ( mak nenek aq blur....

Days without you is like tea without sugar.  Cia cia cait.  Hahaha. (And i like my tea to be sweet) I tell myself look it not like this is a new thing. You have been prepare ur self for this since she hand out that 1st letter.  When you heard from her stories about how hard it is for her to stay.  And why she stay.  You been ready to let her go. And now she has gone for over a month.  But still nothing exciting to came in to find my best friend exited for seeing my face even though it hasn't been 24 hour you haven't seen each other.  Or someone to listen to my grumpy rumble. Someone to sit next to me and talk in a slow voice with just the two of us could hear it.  Someone who would chase you to went out for lunch on time. Who would have sad face when you have to work outside.  Whom would text if she not coming to work.  Whom i would text to is im not coming for work.  Aih.  I could end up in river of tear if i go on. Btw....

One year ago i was early arrived at mydin jalan baru or mydin bukit mertajam of its long awaited opening.  Its was hectic and to hones i loved that place its like a baby. I still  remember when i 1st time ever arrived at there for work the front was not ready for cars or even motorcycle to go through.  The mall was still under construction.  We supposed to be there a week before but it was hold up because of the water system is not ready.  And when we inside. There was only empty floor with tons of dust and you could smell the cement. From the empty warehouse to the full on stock.  Yeah ive been through all to see this days coming and very exited. The opening was a success.  And a year came and im still here debating do i really want to dive in this industry or let it go.  But one thing for sure im not regret being here for the past one year and a half.  So few days earlier we receive surprise that our branch has received an award for bein...

I just had a moment before writing this.  But what ever.  Dear boss who thought  that lying to the subordinate is acceptable because that the way you sees they would listen to you.  Let me tell you that degree holder or diploma holder subordinate of yours.  aint got their diploma with just nodding their head without think back what you said.  See you thought that oh if i just use the manager name who have more power than i do they wouldn't questions me and just follow it.  Done.  Owh i might not making sense but they wouldn't find out even if i alter the truth a little.  Well know what.  F*** you.  Coz this gurl had bezilion ways to survive and one of it is actually by making friends with the person who you would never ever think i would.  Let me tell you  something.  Just because im not there it doesn't mean that i wouldn't find out.  Even it is in another country like in perak perhaps.  Don't think i d...

18 ramadan. Mr segar would leave this company. Mydin. Its sad. For me being his subordinate for almost a year now. Buiding this company from scratch. From there not even road. The buiding arent even put together yet when we 1st came there.. Until now. It  like its been opened forever. At the same time it also felt like just yesterday we were taking off our shoe entering mydin meru raya for our 1 month training. God i hate to cry on farewell. It only would make it dull. Mr segar i bid you farewell with a smile . May you have great sucsess in what ever you are doing. Thanks for being so patient with me. Being great teacher. Never scold in my face when i make mistake. Instead you smile and encourage me to do better. Never repeat it again.  Its the longest i ever stay with one boss. Thank you. sniff2: hidung sumbat ja hokey.  

bila dah nama tanggung jawab. kau kena tanggung kau kena jawab. bila nk lead orang nie bukan senang. nak bebai kadang pun ada. bagi satu kerja pagi smpai petang x siap lg. lagi sakit klau bila tnya dah siap ka?yg dpt jwapan ialah. "alamak muni lupa" sabar. sabar. sabar. sabar mengajar. sabar tahan perangai. sabar. bila kerja bnyak tapi depa yg nk tlg nie x confident. nie common laa. x confident. x confiden nk taip. ayat dua baris. bg aq cek dlu bru nk send. bla lain dari rutin semua tunggu aq dlu. lain sikit takut susah sikit. x mau bt. hailah belum lagi bila salah buat. "alah salah. x tau x nmpak. muni bt laa. klau kami bt stgi salah." kejar deadline satu hal nk chase dept satu hal nk update. 5 orang punya kerja aq satu orang nk kena chase. mna dan. tapi bila aq tgk manager yg jaga 20-30 orang okeh ja. boleh manage. aq nie bru kna handle 5 kepala. dah nk mengalah? normal lah bt silap. normal lah bila ad yg x sepahaman dgn kita. tpi nk bg teamwork tuh p...

So baru balik keja tgh dk canteek ja landing ataih katil sambil mkan keropok Walla Walla (hahahaha) aq teringat kt office. Pasal kerja Pasal kawan. Kawan tempat kerja aq. Kami nie team consist off 5 orang. Masing2 ad part masing2. Semua penting. Tapi aq x suka bila ad yg suka mencucuk. Lepas tuh dk laga2 kan orang. Perlu ka nak mintak orang buat kerja nak kena guna ayat kasar...nak guna ayat nak cari gaduh. Banyak da duk jadi depan mata aq macam nie. Sampai begaduh x bercakap sampai sekarang sebabkan aq biarkan orang lain masuk campur hubungan aq dengan orang lain. Kalau kita cekap buat kerja. X perlu kot nak perli orang lain buat kerja. Cakap marah2. Kenapa bila depan aq semua baik. Tapi belakang aq. Lain Yg jadi. Aq nie mudah sangat ka untuk dipengaruhi? Mudah sangat ka untuk di hasut? Mudah sangat untuk dibodohkan? mungkin sikap aq yang terlalu lembut dengan orang sampai kan diorang rasa diorang perlu berfikir untuk aq. And terasa nak buat keputusan untuk aq. Sikap aq yang...

La nie ampa nak tau apa pasai training di mydin nie? Ce cakap? Hokeylaa biaq aq crita kat hampa mcm mna aq boleh dpt keja snie. Suma nie thanks to my mom dia lah yang paksa aq mai interview tuk keja mydin nie. Aq amik sambil lewa jaa. Tapi tgk2 dah rezeki. So terima dgn hati redho. Hahaha. Okay aq akan sambung post nie kalau ad yang berminat nak tau. Klau x da. Aq sambung jgk. Tp lmbt skit lah. Kan. HaaHa. Take time nak menaip.