Munirah Meerasa

Days without you is like tea without sugar.  Cia cia cait.  Hahaha. (And i like my tea to be sweet) I tell myself look it not like this is a new thing. You have been prepare ur self for this since she hand out that 1st letter.  When you heard from her stories about how hard it is for her to stay.  And why she stay.  You been ready to let her go. And now she has gone for over a month.  But still nothing exciting to came in to find my best friend exited for seeing my face even though it hasn't been 24 hour you haven't seen each other.  Or someone to listen to my grumpy rumble. Someone to sit next to me and talk in a slow voice with just the two of us could hear it.  Someone who would chase you to went out for lunch on time. Who would have sad face when you have to work outside.  Whom would text if she not coming to work.  Whom i would text to is im not coming for work.  Aih.  I could end up in river of tear if i go on. Btw....

Pernah tak jadi dalam hidup kita. Bila kita mengejar sesuatu, seseorang? Terlalu mengejar benda tuh smpai kan kita jadi takut dengan bayang2 sendiri. Terlalu melihat benda yang kita kejar sampaikan kita lupa orang sekeliling. Smpaikan kita lupa pada diri sendiri. Pernah tak? Benda tuh boleh jadi something yang kita nak sgt2 contoh handfhone idaman ka. Keta yg kita nk. Or keja. Atau seseorang? Boleh jadi insan tuh orang yg kita suka or kawan. Or orang tuh x da kena mengena dgn kita dan kita nak dia ad dalam hidup kita. Sampaikan kita jadi terdesak dan sanggup lukakan perasaan orang lain and worse perasaan sendiri. aku selalu terpikir kenapa kita jadi macam tuh. Kenapa kita ad keinginan terlampau smpai macam tuh. Bagi aq x salah kalau kita mau kan sesuatu. Or mau kan seseorang tapi kenapa di saat tertentu kita boleh lupa pada sekeliling. Kerja or kawan Or keluarga bila terlampau memandang apa yang kita nak. kita selalu lupakan keluarga bila terlalu memandang yang lain. tanpa sedar k...