Munirah Meerasa

Days without you is like tea without sugar.  Cia cia cait.  Hahaha. (And i like my tea to be sweet) I tell myself look it not like this is a new thing. You have been prepare ur self for this since she hand out that 1st letter.  When you heard from her stories about how hard it is for her to stay.  And why she stay.  You been ready to let her go. And now she has gone for over a month.  But still nothing exciting to came in to find my best friend exited for seeing my face even though it hasn't been 24 hour you haven't seen each other.  Or someone to listen to my grumpy rumble. Someone to sit next to me and talk in a slow voice with just the two of us could hear it.  Someone who would chase you to went out for lunch on time. Who would have sad face when you have to work outside.  Whom would text if she not coming to work.  Whom i would text to is im not coming for work.  Aih.  I could end up in river of tear if i go on. Btw....

Kadang bila kita cakap kan. Kita rasa mcm kita dah tanggung dugaan yang berat sgt. Dan kita rasa org lain x kan faham. Jgn dk kta. "Hampa tak duk kat tempat aq. Hampa x kan faham." 1st of all. Ang tau ka apa yang aku pernah lalui dalam hidup aku?. Orang yg lalu tepi hang hang boleh ka kata dia tu x pernah rasa kehilangan. Jangan! Pemergian abang tanpa aku duga macam batu menghempap badan aku. Lemah. Longlai aq bila suara teresak mak aku maklumkan abang aq dah arwah. Org yg begitu sihat x da cacat cela. kemalangan atas jambatan pulau pinang. Aq nk balik. Mak aq x bagi. Mcam mna dia nk uruskan aq yg nak balik dari kl. Jam dah pkui 1.00 klau aq rush mcm mna pun belom tentu smpat naik bas. katakan Ada pun bas pukui 3. Lima jam kalau naseb baik sampai kat butterworth satu cerita pulak. "Mak nk kena urus mayat bwak blek lg nie. Abah dah hilang punca. nie pun ang ja yg bru tau. Kelas ad lagi kan. Kalau balik pun sapa nak ambik kt jeti?." Aq pasrah. apa boleh buat....