Munirah Meerasa

Days without you is like tea without sugar.  Cia cia cait.  Hahaha. (And i like my tea to be sweet) I tell myself look it not like this is a new thing. You have been prepare ur self for this since she hand out that 1st letter.  When you heard from her stories about how hard it is for her to stay.  And why she stay.  You been ready to let her go. And now she has gone for over a month.  But still nothing exciting to came in to find my best friend exited for seeing my face even though it hasn't been 24 hour you haven't seen each other.  Or someone to listen to my grumpy rumble. Someone to sit next to me and talk in a slow voice with just the two of us could hear it.  Someone who would chase you to went out for lunch on time. Who would have sad face when you have to work outside.  Whom would text if she not coming to work.  Whom i would text to is im not coming for work.  Aih.  I could end up in river of tear if i go on. Btw....

Dear friend.  I know now is the hardest time in your life as you struggles between your masters, work, family and life. I know there are times where you just want to drop down and just give everything up. I know its hard to keep it all to yourself. I know that you want to do the best with everything you have. Its hard to keep it together as your situation right now. I never says it easy. Nobody says it going to be easy. But I have to tell you this. Even no one said it but I am going to. You should be proud of what you doing right now. Not In a milion I would imagine be in your shoes doing what you doing. Though at times I do envy you. Well (awkward laugh) you living my dreams. You are doing what I had dream of doing. Be able to further studies and have a job at the same time.  I do envy that. But for me maybe the time isnt here yet. I do lost the dream I had but now seeing you. That dream that once faded now is emerges once more. I want you to know that you have a friend...