Munirah Meerasa

I once had a dream that still haunted me to this day. I had several phobia. one of them is phobia with insect. bugs scared the shit out of me. I went into a room all of a sudden there a thousand could be a million of bugs come swarming around me. I freak out and ran as chased by devil. but I fell on my knees and then....       a man come and ..... hugged me from behind protected me as I shivers from fear. I don't really realize it until I recover. and he just give one more comforting hug and leave even before I could even sees his faces. What really caught my bonnet is that the feeling is so real. So vivid. As if there is someone that really hug me that time. I could remind about it and still could feel his presence.

I keep seen this vision of me walking home to my parents house. I sees myself pregnant. as alone wife with no husband. it sitr me a little. because I used to had vision about someone told me that I would involve in the whole spirit stuff. and it turns out to be true. most of the things I feel is either come from dream. continuously dream about it. and more scaring me is that sometime I felt like someone talk to me. telling something is going to happen. this happen just few day before my brother dies. I heard voice  telling me I would end up losing someone important. to be exact my roomate got call saying her father on death bed. it strike me at the very moment. I heard it clear. not like instinc. or a hunch or whatever. it more like whispering. saying "you too will end up like that". then three day later I got call from my parents telling me my brother had incident and died. I usually have a very high instinct about thing. and it always end up to be true. but I always go

Hellow fellows reader Okay scrach that im the only one who are going to be here but annyways. Im plannig to make this a habit. where i going to make an update every month about my life so far. So this month as we getting into second week of the month of a new year and i dont think its too late to say happy new year. Yeay yeahe. Owhkay who am i kidding. This new year means noting but a very busy life for me. I havent being this busy scince i taking my diploma. God its awful i will leave home early and come back late. And my boss is being bossy, oh well that natural. New year means one thing. One more digit add to our age, im turning 22 this year. Age is a big deal for me. Feeling of getting old. And suppose to achive many thing in life already. But me still searching for it. I have an issue wich not a big deal for me. But this time its about the two face people and the hypocrite one i dont want to talk about it so much. It only hurt me by doing so. I just remembers one things. T

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