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Its been a while since i have post a serious post...(like i have)

Its is Ramadhan and i am going to a phase of change from a shy nerd girl. to maybe a bit open type of girl. well i mean in a good way though.

I have battling with myself about most of the things. to afraid to get out from my comfort zone to chicken to speak my mind. i guess its going to change i guess.
I would rather doing job all my self than have to state my idea to anyone else...well that is a totally bullshit and hopefully it gonna pass though.

Fair enough i would like to announce that i in my last year of college. yeah work time coming. hei its not that  bad hah? argh i don't know what to think. well I've expectation from people around me. and of course i want to make my own decision and choosing my own device. even that going to throw me to the ground painfully i gonna take it. it my life right.

IF YOU WANNA WIN THE RACE
YOU HAVE TO BE IN THE RACE

p/s : let me know if you know where that come from...lov ya

XOXO

assalamualaikum....

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