Vaccinated

 Assalamualaikum. 

So 13 August 2021, i am officially done vaccinated, 

1st dose was on 23 July three weeks ago. Almost no side effect except feeling sore on my arm. and dizzy due to anxiety and adrenaline. but overall everything was okay. People around me been telling me that 2nd dose is stronger than the first one. so what i do i drinks vitamin c few days before my 2nd dose appointment. The day off i take off from work not stressing out too much. And eat. my mother make sure that i ate. "Jangan pengsan pulak sat lagi." yup she even more worried than i am. but when i was waiting for my turn i was feeling like normal. not to high adrenaline or anything. as soon as i was in front of the room i start to panic and out of breath. almost screamed at the nurse, but i walk out of the room. okay. walked out. so i was fine. like i said a little bit dizzy. 

after waiting for like 15 min i went home. now this is where i start to feel like i could faint or falls. like i could loose my balance. 

but i managed to went to the rest of my day.  shower, had dinner and went to bed. 

around 4.46 am i woke up feeling like hell. Hot all over my body. so i turn off my heating blanket and drinks some water. i realized my head is pounding. so i go back to sleep. and wake up again at 10 am feeling cold and i crawled back in my blanket. but then i woke up again at 12 noon feeling hot and i could feels my sweat soaking my pajamas. it was like that for the whole day. i want to wake up to shower and eat something but my whole body ache and sore. so i went in and out of sleep for few time until it was 6.41 pm that i wake up and forced my self to get up and leave the bed. but before shower i vomit all the liquid inside of my body. 

After shower i fell a little bit better. and able to walk out of the room and eat dinner or more like the only food i put inside my body. anyway. Sunday i still wasn't feeling all there. but i again eat something and take Panadol to speed up the recovery process. and today i about 70% okay. still have headache and sore muscle. but i get up and do my job. 

Life must go on. as people say. i think maybe because i was sick i had pretty weird dream. the type of dream that bleed into my reality. and for my surprised my mother was asking me if i had weird dream to which i reply no. Not lying to her but more like i cant remember having a weird dream. I only remember when i'm typing this. 

Anyhow i am glad that now i am fully vaccinated. Hopefully more life can be save. less death. InsyaAllah.