Take On Life : Can we talk?

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I just had a moment before writing this.  But what ever. 

Dear boss who thought  that lying to the subordinate is acceptable because that the way you sees they would listen to you.  Let me tell you that degree holder or diploma holder subordinate of yours.  aint got their diploma with just nodding their head without think back what you said. 
See you thought that oh if i just use the manager name who have more power than i do they wouldn't questions me and just follow it.  Done.  Owh i might not making sense but they wouldn't find out even if i alter the truth a little. 

Well know what.  F*** you.  Coz this gurl had bezilion ways to survive and one of it is actually by making friends with the person who you would never ever think i would.  Let me tell you  something.  Just because im not there it doesn't mean that i wouldn't find out.  Even it is in another country like in perak perhaps.  Don't think i dont know  how exactly things work. 
Well what can i say.  I just naturally built a political connections just for sure.  (Strongest type survival - blood type reference.)

Now let calm down a little. 
You may think that oh im the boss.  Im smarter than they are.  Wow.

I myself had the worst experience working with the terrible boss before.  And you ain't even came close of even deceiving me.
You just make yourself look stupid.  Gosh.

What an idiot. Saying things that aren't even there?  The fuck gurl.
Okay im pissed. 

You may think you could get away with lying and twists some info. Maybe.
I mean maybe for the 1st and the second try.  But i actually cought you at your third try darling.  And being the people person i am.  I know your every moves. Just hearing this might seem like im being over confident.  But that just me.  You make a wrong move and all you secret pouring out infront of me. 

Anyway i just cant wait for it to happen the day i can smash that smile of yours when you receive a letter from me.
Ouh and also this 30rd is the most awaited planned suprise ever.  You going to be punk so much.  Sorry not so sorry.

She can be a girl.  A lady, a childish 23rd year old,  a mature woman,  a bitch,  a nerdy annything.  She can be in between and you would ever guess either she is actually blinking in such innocent face listen to you. while cursing you with a bitch hidden face for your lies and fakeness.
I just hate hyproritcy.  Burn it with fire.

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