I was about to say something cool about ADHD. And thing ive been struggle my whole life. But i guess staring at this screen with a table full of friends a sign that it is a total big ass NO.
aku rasa mati. yang aku rasa bila aku ingat rumah tak ada guna. tak rasa nak duduk rumah. aku nak lari. jauh jauh pergi. tapi aku bukan sendiri. aku pernah rasa ingin mati. tapi aku padamkan bila ku bayang wajah dia. sekarang aku rasa hati ku mati. disebabkan orang yang sama. segalanya aku dahulukan mereka tapi mereka kini dahulukan diri sendiri aku hanya sekadar diperlukan selagi ada guna. untuk mereka kelihatan malaikat aku yang menjadikan sikap, sabar, kasih sayang mereka sebagai idola. kini merasa semuanya tidak berguna. apa perlu lagi usaha. buang segalanya pergi segalanya aku malu aku rasa mati.
Struggles Of Being A Tall Girl Sometimes being tall and female can be a struggle. For example, people seem to be of the opinion that girls should be short and fragile, mostly due to sexist ideologies. And in addition, sometimes it feels like every single clothing and shoes company is against you. What's a girl to do? Well, find other people who relate! Here are some of the struggles that a lot of tall girls can relate to: People commenting on your height. Whether it be just “Wow, you’re taller than I expected!” or “How’s the weather up there?”, there are no shortage of comments when a girl is tall! Having to stand in the back of group photos. When people say “let’s take a group picture!”, you automatically flock to the back. It’s become a reflex at this point. Low ceilings. As if you needed another reason to feel tall (and possibly hit your head). High fives with shorter people. Having to lower your arm/make them reach higher up is always a struggle. Being the ...
Kadang aq terfikir kenapa bapak aq nie macam nie tak macam orng lain? Tp aq tau ada sebabnya kenapa suma nie terjadi. Dari dlu kami hidup dalam keadaan susah hanya kerana nak puaskan hati orang lain. Abah pulak tak pernah paham. 21 tahun akhirnya dinding rumah aq berplaster jugak. Abah selalu kata. Telan duit aq. Perabih duit aq. Kenapa? Kerja untuk sapa? Takkan nak duduk selamanya susah sedangkan mampu? Bukan aq nak bukak flaw abah. Tapi abah tu x pernah nak terima pendapat family sendiri. Orang lain lagi penting. Baru nak exited pilih warna cat abah nk letak periuk tembaga dia yg org bt msak kenduri tuh kt ruang tamu? Abah fikir tak? Ruang tamu tuh tempat apa? Sayang sgt periuk dia. X boleh kata apa pn. Dia ja lah betul. Abah kalau orang tnya pasal abah. Aq cma senyum dlm hati. : keras kepala : susah di bawak berbincang : susah difahami : dia sahaja yg betul. : dalam dunie nie aq x tau kalau wujud orang yang faham abah. Mungkin abah jd macam nie sbagai ujian kpada kami....
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