Running in circles.
I can be a very good listener. anything you want to confide to be, ill be your sponge and listen to you. and after you finished you can go on about your day and not worry about your secrets and your trouble. i wont tell a soul. i have been like that for many years. But my biggest weakness is that i am a terrible at helping with trouble people. i don't know how to talk to people to make them spit out their trouble. that i don't have skill for that. If you want to talk to me, i'll be there. but if you are reluctant to share or need encouragement i..... i can't. At the end of the day i'm not an open person. not on private matter but also things that are very small and unimportant. i have this wall that i start to build up from ever since i can remember. So to do it with others, i don't know how to. My best friend right now just lost his brother. his dear brother. i cant bring myself to talk to her even i want to know her feeling how she is so badly. I overthink ...