Munirah Meerasa

She just going to get married. And why am I getting irritated by everything. From the way she talk to the way she look at everyone. Shit. Fuck it. I hate it. The way she just take every effort of my mother and father as it was nothing. And whe. Came the in laws. It like they were god like. Everything is so great. Yeah she becoming a wife. Another family daughter. And so she drifted apart and ignorance of the person who dont sleeps at night preparing for your life onwards. Man...this bother me that much that I give up sleep over this.

Dont you ever look at someone and with just one look you can already tell who they are? Inside. How their personality are. How their thought work. How they think of them and others. How dark can they be. How dark can you be... The more you look the more you realize that there are nothing but a selfish creature who have no Intention to bring goods to other but only to themselves. The joy of having these abilities ever make you understand how people are. But it make you realize how you really are on the inside. What if it only bring you pain Pain when you are no longer suprised when you sees that ugly came out.

Dear friend.  I know now is the hardest time in your life as you struggles between your masters, work, family and life. I know there are times where you just want to drop down and just give everything up. I know its hard to keep it all to yourself. I know that you want to do the best with everything you have. Its hard to keep it together as your situation right now. I never says it easy. Nobody says it going to be easy. But I have to tell you this. Even no one said it but I am going to. You should be proud of what you doing right now. Not In a milion I would imagine be in your shoes doing what you doing. Though at times I do envy you. Well (awkward laugh) you living my dreams. You are doing what I had dream of doing. Be able to further studies and have a job at the same time.  I do envy that. But for me maybe the time isnt here yet. I do lost the dream I had but now seeing you. That dream that once faded now is emerges once more. I want you to know that you have a friend, that wo